I do energy work, teach people to kick, glue paper to other paper, and built a search engine for stickers. It all connects. I can explain, but it takes a minute.
Molecular biology, actually. I am not fixing you. I am shifting what your body expects and letting time catch up. Think New York and Tokyo on the same map at the same moment. I know how it sounds. I say it anyway.
First-degree black belt in Tang Soo Do. Nobody claps when you drill the same form for the four hundredth time. I go back anyway, usually sore, and it runs underneath everything else I make.
Where I train: Dragon's Den
Cut paper, glue, and a little chaos. It is how I digest a week when my head gets loud. Less art, more thinking I can hold in my hands. Some pages are pretty. Some are a crime scene.
Look inside the pages
So many that I built a search engine to find them. The planner was never about being productive. It is the only reason I know what day it is.
See the planning work
Fantasy, self-compassion, and the occasional anger-read I cannot put down. Most of what I believe started as an argument with a margin.
What I am reading, on Goodreads
I have been told my parties are a lot. They are. This is my favorite kind of making, and I do it because I love it. Then I take a lot of pictures.
The freedom is in not having all the answers.Which is lucky, because I do not
I'm terrified most of the time, but that's my signal to act, not stay comfortable.
I would rather hand you something that works than tell you I am good at things. These are real. Go click on them.
Also in the pile: an AI agent stack I built to run the back office, because I was not going to do the paperwork myself.
Pages, rooms, and the desk where most of this happens. Click a stack to flip through it.
We are all energy, just dense enough to forget that is what we are.
This is either physics or a great excuse. I am still running the experiment.
I am Rachel. I live in Phoenix, where two days of rain can undo my whole sense of being a productive person.
I do energy work. I also have a molecular biology degree. I have stopped asking those two facts to apologize to each other.
I am a mom, a martial artist, a planner person, and a reader who never grew out of it. I have been a massage therapist for nine years, which means I know exactly where your shoulders are lying to you.
I ask too many questions and I am fine not having the answers yet. I am also highly sensitive, so I will probably cry about it first. Then I get to work.
More thoughts to be had. Come find me.
Want to work together, ask about energy work, or tell me what you are reading? Do it. I read every message myself. Yes, really.